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What is compasion?

is it watching somebody do the mistakes that you told them not to do, and then be there for them when they fall down? personally i dont think thats compasion, i think thats stupidity.

If the friendship is worth treasuring in the first place then mabye once or twice you stick by thier side when that happens

But!

Apart from that, you already told the person. not to make the mistakes which are blatently clear to you, you begin to wonder why they cant see it. but they fuck care what you say.. and they just go ahead with it anyway.. Now my rational is,

1. They stupid for not listening to the friends that honestly care for thier well being.

2. You stupid if you continue to waste your time on this people.. Continue to be there, but dont fucking bother seeing them through.. See them through also for fuck! they dont listen to you once, they dont listen to you twice, you think they will listen to you for the 3rd time? let them fall and learn.. the only reason why they keep making mistakes is because they know that people will be there to help them when they fall..

Now, What the fuck was i thinking?

When i heard everything yesterday, everything just clicked. it made perfect sense... and the only thing i could think of is.

"fuck its a fucking misunderstanding.. Its a fucking miscomunication" it was right there, just couldnt see it... This is what you get from not being transparent with your partner..

I knew it was not practical all along, but i couldnt pull my self out, why? feelings mabye? emotions.. they just fuck up your life dont they?

"Listen to your heart, But act with your fucking mind" Im not saying be heartless and emotionless.. But be practical when dealing with your emotions.. oh please people, trust me on this one..

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