without you; it's dark

lying? i lied? next time dont ever fucking say things you dont mean.. what did you expect? me to be cold towards her? what? me to not like her at all? me to just heck care? what the fucking hell do you want?

I DIDNT FUCKING LIE!! STOP MAKING ME LOOK LIKE AN ASSHOLE!!!

left a mark at 9:59 AM

My God so many things have been happening!!! the night gigs with ngak and eric have started, been playing for about 2 weeks,

wednesday nights at wala wala - 9.30 till late,
Friday nights at timbre music bistro - 9.30 till late.

Been really fun playing with the dudes.. very vibrant and energetic, i like it alot.. What can beat making money out of something that you enjoy doing.. its like getting paid to have fun.. whoopee!

for the past 3 weeks, my schedual has been revolving around. work at studio/teaching drums/ practising/ jamming/ working nights.. not complaining, i enjoy it honestly... but can get a tad bit tiring..

have to send wendy the information for pulses gig at cinileasure on new years eve.. the publicity for the gig is great! lime magazine, 8days, posters around cinileasure and on the tv screens in cini!

Im sick, body ache nose blocked... cialat..

left a mark at 5:20 AM

Yesterday was quite cool,

Went over to jam with ngak and eric, the gig starts this friday at timbre so please come down if your free.. things were very shady at first, but after awhile things got much better.. i remembered the songs. and it was rather cool.. fun to jam with them.

After which went over to her place.. Sit down talk cock, watch drum line.. I still do think of the times we spent together, how things used to be..

oh well..

okok enough, dont want to get all emo and shit like that..

heres the rest of the photoshoot pictures, tell me which one you guys like best aight? :)

left a mark at 7:58 PM

New song on the blog,
Check it out,

Its Called apossibly by Apex theory, and armanian band, totally solid music, i love the drum work and guitar riffs.. Happening shit!! hell yeah and they are all arab bastards too.. HELL YEAH!!!

i had a talk with my friend sometime back about something that i find very intreasting, questions between races, its a very touchy issue but still do read on if you guys like controversial train of thoughts..

The question posed, is it ok for you to be racist towards your own race, and is it ok for other races to be racist against your kind?

Ok, now before you say anything.

if your malay - how many times have you said mats and minahs are disgusting? and how many times have you said you dont like them

if your chinese - how many times have you said ah bengs and ah lians are disgusting? and how many times have you said you dont like them

if your indian - how many times have you said anjali and anjalinas are disgusting? and how many times have you said you dont like them

So technically, your racist against your own kind? arnt you? coz you view this people as scum.. why? you dislike thier ideals and you think that they suck..

Now, what if the chinese people said that mats and minahs are disgusting?
what if malays said ahbengs are disgusting ?
and what if the indians said that the mats minahs and ahbengs are disgusting?

Now, everything changes dosent it? why because now they are racist towards your kind..

But wait, 5 mins ago you were racist against your own kind..

So how like that?

you tell me...

left a mark at 11:58 AM

What Famous Leader Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com

I took a personality test, its to check which leader in the world you are... and guess what, im saddam hussien.. oh my how shocking! *singgers. JIHAD! lol

saddam fuckin hussien man, hell yeah! in someways all arabs are related so he must be like my great great grand something something something..

I had a very tiring day.. i have not slept a wink, i stayed up all night at the studio watching movies..

i cant really say much now.. my brains like shutting down.. so good night and i shall leave you with the URL..

http://similarminds.com/leader.html

and by the way, i took 45 questions.. \m/

left a mark at 3:51 AM

THE GIG YESTERDAY WAS FUCKING ROCKING I TELL YOU!

even though we played like only 4 songs... the kids from VJC really know how to fuckin party man.. I swear after one year + of giging, that was the first fucking time people came up to the stage and started head banging and dancing around and shit like that... and 3/4 of them were chicks! there was one guy that kept wanting to touch alvins bass.. it was power..

VJC, Pulse salutes you.. \m/

You all know what this means rite? this means, we have to start playing at girls schools, JC's, secondary schools.. oh HELLL YEAHHHH!

Ok, now to look for gigs like those... *thinks*

The Gig with Ngak starting next friday guys! so please come down to timbre on friday nights and slack! set starts at 9.30 till late.. Finally ngak calls me, i got fucking worried for a momment there... whoopeee!

Musically things are going pretty well! yummeh, im working at Nazris studio.. www.fourtonesmusic.com both teaching drums and taking care of the place... got another Job offer for nights, but this one have to hush hush coz nothings confirmed.. my website is almost readys!! yummeh.. Pulse gigs till march.. Joning a tribal percussion band, they play good stuff!

Yes, i am a drum whore.. ROFLOL...

I just like being exposed to different situations which force me to play differently...

Ok, Music aside..

I think emotionally and mentally things are getting better, i just realized, im like really patient nowadays! my temper its practically gone.. it takes alot to get me angry now adays... last time i flare up at the smallest things.. yayness..

Enough about me,

Just an observation i made from yesterdays hang out.. The people around you make you who you are.. they mould what you think and how you react... thats called influence right? this is what i think, you make who you are.. you make choices you make mistakes you take the paths in life..

Blaming things on influence is obviously the easy way out.. you know right and wrong.. if you still succumb to peer preassure then nobodys to blame except for you...

When i was much younger, my mom used to tell me, when you point 1 finger at a person, 4 fingers point back at you.. think about it, the anolagy, its true... subconciously the people around you will begin to realize your flaws as well. why? coz when your busy pointing fingers at people, you dont realize that your actions allow people to check out your flaws as well..

Which again boils down to the problem of being neutral all the time..

In fact, you dont have to be neutral all the time, you can keep your opinions, your thoughts are yours alone and nobody can take them away from you.. but you dont have to go around sharing and force feeding your ideolagies to people.. Chill back, sooner or later the people who care and respect you will ask for your opinions and thats when you talk without any holds barred..

Anyways,
some of the pics that my friends yin and shaika took for me, they did a photoshoot for me, how sweet! if you guys are reading this, thanks again! :) il post up more of em later on, heres a starter ;)

left a mark at 8:41 PM