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THE GIG YESTERDAY WAS FUCKING ROCKING I TELL YOU!

even though we played like only 4 songs... the kids from VJC really know how to fuckin party man.. I swear after one year + of giging, that was the first fucking time people came up to the stage and started head banging and dancing around and shit like that... and 3/4 of them were chicks! there was one guy that kept wanting to touch alvins bass.. it was power..

VJC, Pulse salutes you.. \m/

You all know what this means rite? this means, we have to start playing at girls schools, JC's, secondary schools.. oh HELLL YEAHHHH!

Ok, now to look for gigs like those... *thinks*

The Gig with Ngak starting next friday guys! so please come down to timbre on friday nights and slack! set starts at 9.30 till late.. Finally ngak calls me, i got fucking worried for a momment there... whoopeee!

Musically things are going pretty well! yummeh, im working at Nazris studio.. www.fourtonesmusic.com both teaching drums and taking care of the place... got another Job offer for nights, but this one have to hush hush coz nothings confirmed.. my website is almost readys!! yummeh.. Pulse gigs till march.. Joning a tribal percussion band, they play good stuff!

Yes, i am a drum whore.. ROFLOL...

I just like being exposed to different situations which force me to play differently...

Ok, Music aside..

I think emotionally and mentally things are getting better, i just realized, im like really patient nowadays! my temper its practically gone.. it takes alot to get me angry now adays... last time i flare up at the smallest things.. yayness..

Enough about me,

Just an observation i made from yesterdays hang out.. The people around you make you who you are.. they mould what you think and how you react... thats called influence right? this is what i think, you make who you are.. you make choices you make mistakes you take the paths in life..

Blaming things on influence is obviously the easy way out.. you know right and wrong.. if you still succumb to peer preassure then nobodys to blame except for you...

When i was much younger, my mom used to tell me, when you point 1 finger at a person, 4 fingers point back at you.. think about it, the anolagy, its true... subconciously the people around you will begin to realize your flaws as well. why? coz when your busy pointing fingers at people, you dont realize that your actions allow people to check out your flaws as well..

Which again boils down to the problem of being neutral all the time..

In fact, you dont have to be neutral all the time, you can keep your opinions, your thoughts are yours alone and nobody can take them away from you.. but you dont have to go around sharing and force feeding your ideolagies to people.. Chill back, sooner or later the people who care and respect you will ask for your opinions and thats when you talk without any holds barred..

Anyways,
some of the pics that my friends yin and shaika took for me, they did a photoshoot for me, how sweet! if you guys are reading this, thanks again! :) il post up more of em later on, heres a starter ;)

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