without you; it's dark

God save us now.. id like to see you try...

left a mark at 8:55 PM

Mattoria.com
An idea conceptualized over many murtabaks and teh tariks and more often than not in the presence of good company.

Mattoria.com; A concept now brought to life by two semi great minds, both 20 years of age, who came together in late 2005. By some odd stroke of luck despite their many disagreements on world issues/politics/corporal punishment/life and which restaurants to go to; they somehow manage to agree on Mattoria.com - a local designer brand that offers fresh design perspectives (mainly to companies closely related to the local music industry), promising not only professional quality but also competitive rates.

The people behind the LCD screens:

Specialty: Design
Name: Lin
Age: 20
Heritage: Chinese/Malay. Somewhere in between.
Horrorscope: Cancer
(Mixed heritage + Cancerian = You cant get any more confused than that baby!)

Specialty: Marketing
Name: Syed
Age: 20
Heritage: Arab
Horrorscope: Aries.
(Arab + Aries = Now class, can we spell Sadam Hussein?)

The company, currently in its incubation stage, needs you, our dear beloved friends to lend us your generous support by purchasing a tee -shirt
for the Mattoria fund-raiser project. If you like what you see, support our cause and buy a teeshirt! We assure you that your contributions will go a long way in aiding the birth of the company. =) email mattoria.syed (at) gmail.com for details..

left a mark at 9:57 AM

the brain is tired, stayed up the whole night playing games with brandon.. reached home at about 8 am.. and now i cant sleep..

i have to say my thoughts flow more fluently during these times.. i cant explain why, mabye fatigue causes the brain to cross out reason.. mabye at times like this i can actually put into words what i really want to say without having to think about it so much that i lose my train of thought and get lost somewhere inbetween the beginning and the end..

times have been complex, and that in itself is a problem.. things should be simple, either/or, make your choice and move on, progress.. push forth, look back only to pick out the good from the bad, reflect? should i even bother? looking back into the past always has its way of making things shady, momentarily clouding better judgment of what seems to be the right thing to do.. your state of mind shifts cause you to do things that you would have done in the past, after awhile you snap back to the present.. by then its too late, things cannot be undone..

There is no backspace, delete/empty recyle bin in the real world..

tell me what to do, give me direction. give me time. understand my situation.

i could be your pain.. its ironic how things turned, we swaped places..

id give up.. the smarter more carefree more self centerd me would have let go... but no.. i choose to stay, im just wating for vengence to come and slap me around abit drag me out of my seat and say hello to the world from a different perspective..

i hope that dosent happen anytime soon..

lights will guide you home,
and ignite your bones,

will you try to fix me

left a mark at 5:23 PM

sometimes i fucking wonder why i even bother..

ive been waiting for the show..

ive been hearing the hype.. but no show..

=)

left a mark at 4:34 PM

8 hours worth of lan games.. il stay away from the lan shops for awhile.. just got back home, tired but not sleepy..

was fun hanging out today, talk cock, play game, relax.. chill.. if only i didnt have so much to think about..

i think too much..

then again its nessacary..

why complain..

things change.. id rather be in the centre of it all..

left a mark at 4:27 PM

Theres a light in your eyes.. that i used to see..

left a mark at 11:56 AM

this is where it ends..

step back, youve already gone too far..

transparency is the key..

left a mark at 3:16 PM

West grand fuckin rocks.. \m/

left a mark at 10:48 PM

Anton sLavey books are intreasting,

Currently on "the devils notebook"

Will update my finds here!

left a mark at 11:54 PM

Most times people just cover up thier real intentions with "sub" stories to make them selves feel better...

Even if i didnt have work/school youd still want to go... dont use the excuse of trying to make everyone happy coz theres only one explation and you shouldnt alter it just to make your self feel better.. "you want to go".. thats it..

Things were pretty much different last week, you had me fooled for a moment there..

at least now i know where i stand.. i wish it didnt matter so much.. i wish i didnt care so much..

left a mark at 10:29 PM

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

Damein rice Cannonball

left a mark at 8:45 PM