without you; it's dark

Today people, i start a new chapter in my life.. today, i shall right the wrongs.. i thank those who have stuck by my side, and i thank them for not only thier understanding, but thier friendship.. the balance between both worlds never was supposed to be smooth, but they have made my stay more than enjoyable.. but most importantly, thank you for believing in me..

I just realised, there are a shit load of prinicipals to design, as a designer for fucks sake you never think of these things.. but after that you realise that there are actually rules that youve been following even without knowing that they exist..

then more often then not comes what id like to call "cerebral overload".. Now that your aware that these rules exists, you start limiting your selves to the constraints of those rules and hence your designs are not as appealing and not as pleasnt to your eye..

But what you fail to realise is, no1, youve been following those rules all the while and it looked good to you then..
no2.. your designs after gainning knowladge of the rules now suck in your opinion...
no3.. even though your old designs subconciously followed rules, you still think they rock as compared to your new creations..

Now what does this say my compadres? that humans in general retaliate, humans in general are so fucked, because they only struggle when they realise that theve been placed in captivity, what they dont realise is they have been placed in captivity for the longest time.. its just that they finally opened thier eyes...

wake up the next day, greet your neighbour, walk out, take the bus/train, go to work, go to school go to where ever the fuck your going too.. make your self feel good, spend your money, hang out with your friends.. coz you know what boys and girls..

all of us are fucked..

we truely are..

left a mark at 10:42 AM

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